Be advised, this exercise is the beginning of the first chapter and opens
up I AM A I text; consequently, the exercise is orientated
to somebody reading the text. However, this application is relevant
to any spiritual or philosophical treatise/dissertation that you read/hear;
and, that treatise/dissertation has truth in it.
A mystic works with metaphysical laws just as a technician works with physical
laws. The laboratory for the exercises in these applications is you-behind-the-eyes
or you-between-the-ears – your mind.
Here is an example of how this works.
To paraphrase a quote from the Buddha, you are not to believe anything
you read, hear, or see in writing unless something deep down inside you
quietly responds and says; "Yes, that's true." It does not matter
if you think it may lead to some kind of divine revelation or come from
a Divine source. Do not believe it unless something quietly responds
deep inside you – a quiet yes. Quietly means; there is no emotional
content. Emotion may occur after the 'event', and the 'event' itself
occurs without emotion.
Truth, being the laws of Creation, is at the very core of our being.
When we hear a symbolic reference to it, our mind makes the connection
to Truth and something deep inside us responds. This can be looked
upon as a form of sympathetic resonance.
Now and then, I AM A I will refer to this quiet response
as ‘truth ringing’ or ‘truth bell’ inside you. If any information
from this text comes along and that bell does not immediately ring, let
it go for now. You may however, want to set the information aside
on a shelf within you and wait; do not make any judgments. It could
be your perceptions are not open enough for that Truth to enter.
‘Higher’ Truths will not be perceived unless some ‘lower’ truths are perceived.
For example, it is recommended to teach basic math operations (+, -, /,
x, etc.), before you teach trigonometry. After a student learns the
necessary math operations, then trigonometry is possible.
If you choose to use this information in its originally intended class
format, get a notebook. The inside of the notebook cover should be
divided into four parts. Each quarter has a different label.
One label would be In, one label would be Out,
one label would be Mine, and one label would be After.
What do these labels mean? Please refer to Figure 1-1.
Whenever that ‘truth bell’ rings within you from something inside the book,
you would make a slash mark under In. If you heard
something outside the book that rang that bell, you would make a mark in
the Out box. When you realize something inside yourself,
by yourself, and the bell rings; then you would make a mark under Mine.
After
was for when you were done with the book and the notebook may become a
journal.
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==> This assignment
is to accumulate 10 - 15 hash marks in the In box.
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==> 5-10 each
in the
Out box and the Mine box.
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==> After 20 hash
marks, you could stop because you may be somewhat familiar with this quiet
sense.
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Figure 1-1, Keeping Track |
The main idea of this exercise is to get you to be familiar with the truth-ringing
concept; that an event occurred within you, to feel it, and to learn to
recognize it.
For you, the reader, a goal of the exercise may be achieved if you had
a pad of paper and a pencil next to you as you are reading the text.
Every time you read any theory in the text and there is a resonance or
response within you, make a hash mark on the pad. By the time you
reach 10 to 15 marks, you may have an idea or a feel of this response mechanism
to truth. The exercise's purpose will be achieved as long as you
recognize ‘something’ occurred.
It may not be important to know or to indicate what the concept or the
thought was. Just that you recognized it happened. You can
write it down if you want. However, within the oral class format
it could become counter-productive to learning.
The main idea of the exercise is to get you to recognize your own mechanism,
how you respond to truth, or how truth affects you…deep inside. That which
keyed the response is of lesser importance for this application.
When this series is used as a personal self-help, the Out
and Mine boxes are equivalent to keeping a journal for anything.
Because you probably will not be walking around with a notebook, the Out
box may not be marked until you come back to the notebook. ("I heard
something ‘heavy’ today.") For this exercise, only 5-10 hash marks
are required in the Out box.
Again, the idea here is to recognize an event occurred inside you.
A later exercise will cover Mine later. Exercise
4 introduces you to how you can perceive your own truths in an application
and possibly ‘ring your own bell’.
It is understood that what you are being asked to recognize is ever so
subtle. And…there are some clues that this event has been occurring
on a regular basis:
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When hearing truth
consistently, the consciousness change in the hearer can be interesting.
This consciousness change expresses itself in different ways. One
way can be the listener agrees with every word spoken, perhaps accompanied
with a sense of peace and wholeness; and, you cannot remember what was
said.
This consciousness change can occur to such a degree; that even though
the listener agrees with everything being said, they will not be able to
remember what was said. They may just have an idea of the general
context. They only know; they agreed with what was said.
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When reading truth, the consciousness change
can become like a rain on the face analogy. A light rain on the face
may feel refreshing, and yet, most people can only take so much of it.
Too much rain can feel overwhelming.
One problem with reading truth is a tendency to put the book down.
Usually, this is done to absorb what has been read. If I AM
A I is doing its job right, you may be setting the book down on
a regular basis. This, in turn, can make the book slow reading.
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Another reading symptom that appears is
similar to hearing the truth. You are absorbed, agree with everything
read, and cannot remember what is being read.
In both cases, higher priority mental operations (cognition and knowledge)
are taking precedence over lower priority mental operations (memory).
The truth ringing mechanism can interfere with the reading mechanism.
To summarize this exercise, your mind is the ‘lab’ and you are asked to
recognize an event occurred in the ‘lab’. Do not accept any theory
from this text (or any other place) unless there is a quiet response inside
you. This also means do not summarily reject the idea either.
The idea is to cultivate a ‘watching and waiting’ attitude to the text
and your response to I AM A I. |